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While in Bhandara I saw many bad things happening around me and for me this was real world, everything outside looks pretty which is reel and what's really inside is bad. I got chance to look at other aspect of many things and after l knew what the hell goes inside world I would frown and ask myself why this world is like this. I thought sometimes forgetting some of these memories will make me happier. So my wish was served to me with a slit difference, this is how it happened. I was in first year and while in even semester I got ill with Typhoid and fever. I became so ill that my fever entered my brain and I took nearly 10-15 days to get up from bed. But when I woke up something has changed I was not able to recognize many of my old friends, in fact my memories of 2-3 years got completely shattered to some extent.
When I came back to school I have to recollect my friend's name because I had forgotten them completely. It was sick to recall them and a bit difficult too because the person you were knowing someday suddenly became new to you. While returning back from college sometimes I had to stop and look around each and everything so that I must get sure I am going in right direction. It would make my brain painful sometimes. After exams I was returning home with a relief that I'll get rest for sometimes but when I got down on stop, to my horrors the place is completely new to me. I looked around again and again to figure out at least one detail I may remember. I asked a man passing by the way to Ganeshpur and he told me the way while moving around there I was recollecting and recalling whatever I remembering about the place when I reached home I told my parents about what happened. This was real shocking for my parents that I even forgot the place I stay. We went to doctor and he just asked me to rest and take my time to remember whatever I forgot.
I really forgot many of my old friends of Bhandara. Sometimes they come to me tell me we were together and some of them also have our pictures when we did some kinda mischief. But I have to say sorry just because I can't remember them. Now I feel the wish to forget something was just a fool's job but forgetting them has taught me something new about life.
"Sometimes its better to let things go as they are even though they are painful, just because when you'll forget them you'll lose something much important things related to it.”
Today even though for many of them I am familiar but for me they are not. My lost memories ask me to move forward even though I can't remember most of significant things of my 2-3 year life it says me you lost something in past just because you can find something new in future, so move on.
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I cleared my 12th exams and now it was time to choose real pro course for my future. I decided for computer engineering and I cracked AIEEE and MH-CET for the purpose. By the way my Dad was reluctant to opt for single field so he asked me to select Mechanical, Civil and Chemical field because they are offered Govt. jobs. I always had my interest only in computers so I was never ready to select any other field. After entrance exam results it was time to fill up forms online.
My Dad was with me that time too. While filling options for fields I selected only computer and IT my Dad asked me to fill Civil, Mechanical and Chemical also but I clearly refused that and stayed on only two options. He became angry and started scolding me at Internet Cafe but I was not ready to budge out. We came home filling only two options and he was angry on me but he came with me for admission and after that we never argued on this matter. I always knew that sooner or later he'll understand my decision was right. When I was offered jobs in three different companies with hefty amount package he was as happy as he was angry before. Why I never listened him when he asked me to opt for other fields just because I always felt when it comes to MY CAREER it must be of MY CHOICE.
This incidence occurred when I was in 11th class. Since the day I got trashed by three unknown guys for the reason I am still not aware of(read change in view) I started exercising and practicing boxing every day. With course of time I became more stronger than before and by chest and biceps grew massively in size during that period. I don't remember the day when this incidence occurred but it changed people's view towards me. Nearly everyone used to ask me to stay away from mess going around but I had already decided not to back down now. I always knew that the group of guys that use to beat people unnecessarily had a reason to fill other people's mind with fear. And now I have decided to fill there minds with fear. I was returning home from my school and four men were standing just in middle of road blocking all the traffic near Sai Temple. I also stopped there and I asked why they were blocking traffic they asked me to go from another road. I told them the another road will be twice as this road's distance to my home, move aside i'll not take another road. I was standing near them and all of sudden one of them grabbed my tie and they started playing with me by pulling my tie here and there. They were switching hands so that everyone should get chance to play with me. When they stopped playing with me they tapped on my head and said, “take another road”. People around said me not to mess with them just take another way but my mind was set to something else. I removed my tie and put it in my bag I removed by bag from my shoulder and hanged it on my cycle's handle.
Then I went near the guy who hold my tie for the first time, he was sitting on his bike and I kicked him off his bike. Seeing companion fall down other three guys came into action and I was alone fighting four other guys who were nearly 6-8 years elder than me. By the way my aggression was so strong they hardly could stand before my might and soon everyone of them was on ground, I used nearly everything around to beat them including stones, sticks, banner board and their own chains, then I dragged them one by one before their bikes and kicked their bikes to make it fall on their own legs. This incident occurred in front of my school mates, teacher and friends of my brother. After this incident most of my class mates started fearing me, they stopped coming my home and use to talk less with me while in school and tuition. On other hand Shashikant came to my home just to see why I am so strong to beat four guys alone because he was quite impressed. When he came in my room he saw me practicing on my heavy punch bag, he told me he had never seen such kinda punch bag in real but it feels like a movie scene to see me practicing on such a big thing. He then joined OLYMPUS GYM, it is one of the famous gyms of Bhandara and took his own fight training there. Till now they may be thinking that they really messed with wrong guy because rather than making me frightened I filled there minds with fear and after that no one ever touched me again. Four on one, with win is quite impressive as far as I can think and till date my BEST SCORE.
It took long for me to figure out I am kinda a jealous person, it's strange someone saying himself a jealous person but it's true. My this nature has given me many gifts, just because my jealous behavior never asked me to pull someone's leg but rather asked me to become better from him and go ahead stepping on his head. I was in 11th class and I used to go for tuition at Shraddha Coaching Classes for Physics, Chemistry and Biology. Since there were very few students from my school we were made to sit with students of “Mahatma Gandhi High School” after one and half month. I was best in my batch in Physics but since our batch changed there was a guy named Shashikant who always use to beat me in speed while finding answers. Every time he use be first to find answers in Physics class, that use to make me jealous of him. But rather than cultivating odd feelings I decided to go and talk to him and find out his way of working. We were sitting on last bench when I met him first, I talked to him and praised him for being fast in any kinda calculation of formula. By the way he told me that he is quite impressed by me just because I never fear asking any question in any class even though everyone laughs whenever I did asked any question, he always fear to ask questions just because others will laugh but because I not only asked questions but my questions were really kinda tough to answer he learned many things. I was surprised at his this gesture but the one you are jealous when praises you, you kinda get some flying feeling, I was no exception, by the way I asked him which questions he liked, then he told me,
-Why blood oozes out of your mouth when someone hits you with adequate force, just below your chest?
-What chromosome pairs are there in panzies?
-What will happen if a wheel is rolled on zero friction surface and no outer force acting on it and the wheel is not meant for standing as it is?
He actually knew every question that I had asked since our batches were joined. He asked me how I manage to ask question even though I might be knowing others will laugh.
I told him my Dad always use to say me, “The one who asks question remains fool for the time till he asks question but the one who never asks question remains fool forever”.
“And I may be born fool and weak but I'll not die like that, so I never fear to ask any kinda question after all knowledge is just meant to be spread to all so I never ask in private I ask in class because they may laugh when I'll ask question but they'll know the answer when my question will get answered, and you think you fear to ask question but the fact is that you feel shy to ask question because there is nothing to fear.”
After that we started hanging out together after all we were smart guys. He was always very smart than me but that thing never bothered me again and till date we are best friend. Because of his smartness he is known as BORN GENIUS among friends family and college and after knowing him I am assured yes he is really a born genius.
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